Friday, April 8, 2011

Children

So after having...Kind of an argument/troubles with my boyfriend last night, I went to a counselor today at the college.
I guess I've changed...And he's right. I'm not as confident. I have no motivation at all. And I feel my self esteem dropping. Which is new for me. I'm at a high low. If that makes any sense. xD
But things will get better. They always do. 
To motivate myself, I've decided to make a list of the things that are stressing me out, and ways I can fix them. So here it goes. 

Study Habits/Grades-  I will study more, and find new ways of studying. Read the handouts that I got at the counselor's office. Go to the library more. Take things more seriously. Be more optimistic.

Work- Maybe try talking to managers about how I feel. Continue looking for a new job. Look at school or mall. Somewhere closer to cut back on gas.

Friends- Talk to my friends more about how I feel. Don't hold back. Be honest with them, but in a nice way. Don't be bitchy.

Money- Stop buying magazines. Pick a day to go through room to find things to sell. Try drawing and making art to sell to people. Find more work. Get a second job in the summer.

Tummy Issues- MAKE A DOCTORS APPOINTMENT. Tell about not burping and previous appointments.

Tooth Aches- Make a fucking appointment Ahna.

Relationship- Don't dwell on things too much.


I might add in the future. :]



1 comment:

  1. These are all good things. All things that I have so much hope for you because I have let myself down. I understand your love for him. Keep blogging please.
    -blueveinedlion

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