Why is it that I blog when i'm only feeling insanely sad, or insanely angry...?
I guess these emotions among others are the strongest.
i miss him. i miss him so much...I'm having to plan my trip to see him this summer, and it's so far away...in June. I want to see him sooner than that, i really do. :/ I only really got to talk to him once today. He was upset about stuff...I dunno. I know i'm just being a girl and thinking about things too much, but I wish I could help him...I wish I could make him happy. I just hope everything is better when I talk to him tomorrow.
I guess...I'm always just afraid that i'll never make him happy enough and then he'll end up leaving me.
I don't want that...I don't ever want that.
well shit. i'm crying now.
sorry for all the grammar and punct. mistakes.
i'm just not caring enough to keep up with all that right now.
Sorry for the mini rant...i'm done..
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