Hummingbirding

So I met this girl Amanda...shes an airman. Shes super cut and short and sexy and I just love her. One of the first lesbians who's ever hit on me. She can't leave the base yet, but the mid its shes able to, Imma snatch her up and nom on her! We're always flirting and we both tease. We've pretty much established that we would be great fuck buddies. I can't wait to get to know her better!

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I met an amazing woman a few days ago. Shes hot, like really. So strong. And adorable. Shes really shy around me, but totally not when we text. I want to sleep with her...yes...the dirty kind. XD she'll be able to go off base in a little less than two weeks...im excited...we're both really deprived of sex. I think if we hook up it would new amazing...maybe My dreams will go away.  Im not going to tell Spencer until its decided if we get back together or not. I dont want to give him something to worry about.
But I really am excited for What's to come...its going to be a whole new real Lesbian experience for me. :)

What my dreams are telling me #1

There is a void in my life I am looking to fill
Emptyness-i feel life is passing me by
There is something in my life I am attempting to seize.
Desire to dispose of everything unpleasant
Distance myself from others to ensure emotional safety
Strengthen tie bond between you and your significant other.
Accept the past. Especially things that can't be changed.
Insufficient, not living up to the expectations of others.